Opening the Portal of Receiving: Why So Many Women Overgive, Shut Down, and Feel Unsafe to Receive


There is a theme rising in my life, in my work, and inside our community — and it’s one that touches every woman I’ve ever worked with:

Receiving.

Receiving love.
Receiving money.
Receiving appreciation.
Receiving pleasure.
Receiving support.
Receiving life.

We all say we want it.
We affirm it.
We pray for it.
We write our manifestations.
We journal about abundance and soul love.

But when it arrives…
our bodies tense.
our hearts close.
our breath shortens.
and something inside us whispers:

“It’s not safe.”

This blog post is a deep dive into why receiving can feel so vulnerable, how generational patterns shape our receiving capacity, why overgiving becomes a survival strategy, and what it actually looks like to re-open the receiving channel.

🌿 Why Receiving Feels Unsafe — Even When You Want It

Many women believe they have a “receiving problem” when the truth is:

Receiving is a safety problem.

Receiving requires vulnerability.
You’re not in control.
You can’t predict what you’ll get.
You can’t guarantee someone will stay, keep giving, or keep loving.

Your nervous system recognizes that as a risk.

So what do we do instead?

We give.

We overgive.
We people-please.
We pour ourselves into everyone and everything around us.

Because giving lets us stay in control:

  • We choose when we give and when we stop.

  • We choose how much we give.

  • We choose who receives.

Receiving?
That’s a surrender.
That’s an opening.
That’s exposure.

So of course it feels scary.

🌿 Overgiving: The Survival Strategy You Never Chose

Overgiving isn’t generosity.
It’s self-protection.

We give to:

  • feel worthy

  • feel loved

  • feel chosen

  • feel “good enough”

  • avoid being abandoned

  • earn safety

We give to get.

Approval.
Affection.
Belonging.
Security.
Love.

And yet the more we give from fear, the more depleted, resentful, and unseen we become.

This is the core wound of so many “good girls”:
We learned to give to be loved, not to give from love.

🌿 The Two Channels in Your System: Giving & Receiving

Inside each of us are two channels:

1. The Giving Channel

Often wide open, overactive, and deeply conditioned.

2. The Receiving Channel

Often dormant, collapsed, or shut down.

Because they’re disconnected, giving no longer nourishes you — it drains you.

But when both channels are open, something magical happens:

Giving becomes an infinity loop.
As I give, I receive.
As I receive, I give.

One feeds the other.

This is how women thrive.
Not by trying harder, but by opening to the fullness of who they are.

🌿 The Generational Patterns That Shape Your Receiving

Your relationship with receiving didn’t start with you.
You inherited it.

Your mother line holds its own stories:

  • sexual shutdown

  • violation or fear

  • money showing up with strings attached

  • scarcity or lack

  • survival through over-functioning

  • being needed to feel worthy

Your father line holds its own stories:

  • “You must work hard for every dollar.”

  • family fracture over inheritance or support

  • emotional distance

  • pride around independence

  • no space for vulnerability

If receiving felt dangerous, unpredictable, or conditional in your early years — your nervous system learned to shut it down.

This is why:

  • money disappears as fast as it comes in

  • intimacy feels overwhelming

  • praise or appreciation can’t land

  • help feels uncomfortable

  • pleasure feels unsafe

  • settling feels “safer” than wanting more

  • self-love feels foreign

None of this is personal failure.
It’s inherited patterning.

And once you see it, you can shift it.

🌿 My Story: Money, Sexuality, Heartbreak & the Moment Everything Changed

I share the full story in the podcast episode, but here’s the essence:

On my mother’s line, money was connected to fear and violation.
Receiving was always met with suspicion:
“What do you want from me?”

On my father’s line, money was connected to hard work, sacrifice, and emotional distance.

I grew up surrounded by abundance that felt like scarcity — because the frequency behind it was lack.

Sexuality felt scary.
Pleasure felt unsafe.
Self-touch felt wrong.
And my worth was tied to my ability to perform, care, and give.

I settled in love again and again, choosing partners who wanted me rather than partners I truly wanted — until the year where heartbreak after heartbreak finally broke me open.

That’s when I wrote the list.
The non-negotiables.
The truth of what I was actually calling in.

And from that moment… everything shifted.

My partner came in.
My path opened.
My work deepened.
And over time — through breathwork, mentorship, embodiment and very real relationship challenges — I became a woman who felt safe to receive.

Safe to receive love.
Safe to receive pleasure.
Safe to receive money.
Safe to receive myself.
Safe to receive life.

This is available to every woman.

🌿 Healing the Receiving Wound Is a Whole-Body Transformation

It’s not about:

  • forcing yourself to “accept help”

  • affirmations

  • vision boards

  • trying harder to feel grateful

It’s about:

  • regulating your nervous system

  • healing the inner child who didn’t know safety

  • integrating the shadow parts that fear disappointment

  • working with a mentor who holds the frequency you’re expanding into

  • doing the embodiment work

  • letting yourself feel the grief, anger, fear, and tenderness underneath

This is the inner work I take my clients through in:

  • Grounded In You

  • The Sacred Art of Loving Yourself

  • Heart Speaks

  • Authentic Boundaries

  • Deep Pleasure

  • Deeply Connected Couples

  • The Mother

  • The Embodied Woman Experience

  • She Receives

Because each portal unlocks a different dimension of receiving.

🌿 The Reframe That Changed Everything: “Because of that…”

Inside the episode, I share a powerful reframe:

Instead of:
“This shouldn’t have happened.”

Shift to:
“Because of that… everything shifted.”

Because of that heartbreak…
Because of that moment I settled…
Because of that rock bottom…
Because of that “no more”…
Because of that list…

I found the life I’m living today — a life I’m completely in love with.

This is the perspective that transforms your story into your power.

🌿 If You’re Ready to Open Your Receiving…

If this resonated, your soul is already whispering:
There is more for you. You’re meant to receive more. You’re meant to feel more. You’re meant to live more.

You can explore:
The Embodied Woman Experience
She Receives (6-week receiving + embodiment immersion)
✨ Any of my signature programs
✨ 1:1 private coaching
✨ Or book a free connection call to feel into your path

You don’t have to unravel this alone.
You get to be held in the becoming.
You get to expand your capacity to receive — gently, safely, deeply.

🎧 And if you haven’t already, listen to the full episode here:
“Opening the Portal of Receiving” — Good Girl Unleashed Podcast

Sending you so much love on your journey home to yourself.
— Monique 🤍

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